It's OVER

Heartbreak is an odd kind of feeling anyone can experience. It’s a poignant thing that leads to so much pain, confusions and frustrations. Sometimes, it happens a lot which causes people to suffer and become so numb about certain heartaches.

It’s been a hell week for me. WE broke up, just last week for certain reasons that I can’t really understand. I’m having a hard time dealing with it. It’s very hard for me to accept things because obviously, I DO LOVE HIM. Every time I think about the memories that WE had for the past 9 months, I feel like screaming in pain. Every time I’m alone and have no one to talk to, I feel so vacuous and terrible. I feel so sad, so hopeless. I always have my sleepless nights for the past few days. I can always feel the loneliness every time I think about the thoughts of HIM. I’m scared to face this effin pain that I’m undergoing right now. It’s like a specter that keeps on disturbing me in the middle of my sleepless nights. I’m being too nostalgic since all I think about whenever I’m alone is HIM, and only HIM.

I’m trying my best to avoid the thoughts of winning HIM back because I know that it is so IMPOSSIBLE for now. I’m so twisted. A part of me says that I just need to move on but still I always end up crying and worst, continuously thinking of HIM. I’m actually nearing my effin breaking point. I still don’t know what to do. I still don’t know where and how to start again. I can’t even manage to have and keep a sneer on my face and forget about what happened between US for I am hurt, depressed and left behind. Whenever my friends and family ask me about our break up, I just want to elope and hide so that I will not be able to grieve the effin pain that I’m going through right now. But I know I must face the reality and stop expecting. I must accept the fact that things between us were FINALLY OVER! Even if it hurts so much, I must start to move on and don’t let this thing stop me from living a very precious yet complicated life.

For now, I’m just continually pretending to be happy. I’m still hiding the pain behind my sugar coated tears that HE has brought me. I’m still struggling for the bitterness of time. I’m still in the stage of hoping that I’m just having the worst nightmare. I’m still hoping that things will turn out fine. I’m still looking forward for a happy ending but as I said, it’s IMPOSSIBLE. He’s not mine anymore and it SUCKS!!

too many questions

Why do we have to be in this kind of situation? Heck, things are going crazy and things are becoming so unfair. I can’t stand it anymore but still I’m trying my best to hold on. Come on, do I really deserve to be treated like this? I’ve done so many things, sadly though, it was never appreciated. I feel like I was never given the right importance given the fact that all I ever wanted was for him and other people to be happy.

I’m not a perfect person. I never intended to break my promises. I do have my mistakes and weaknesses and people should learn to accept them. Too many expectations were hurled at me and yes, I failed and I am so devastated. But why can’t certain person can’t understand that? What do I have to do to avoid the effin pain that they are continuously giving me?

Do I have to get hurt over and over again? Why can’t I just be happy and live a normal life? Why do people have to mess with my own life? Why don’t they just stop fussing about me and get lost? I’m so tired. I need someone to get this hell out of me but sad to say, that someone has already turned his back away.

World Class Profession

Thanks to my sister abie, something purple and kelly for this tag.

1. Copy and paste everything to a new post and Add your name next to your profession (or profession-to-be for undergrads) in the list. Make sure your name is linked to your blog/webbie

2. If your profession is not in the list then simply add it to the correct alphabetical place. For example, if you want to add PLUMBER then it should be placed in between ONCOLOGIST and QUEEN

3. Tag as many people as you can and witness how your technorati will explode!

4. Don’t forget to link back. In your case, link back to http://www.mckhoii.com/

THE WORLD CLASS PROFESSIONS

Blogger - Mary, Vannie, Farah, Cheryll, Something Purple, Vien
Business - Vanniedosa, Something Purple
Doctor -Finance - Pat
Nurse - Mckhoii, Aggietha
Teacher -Stay-At-Home-Mom - Mai, Aggie, Vanessa, Cheryll, Something Purple
Office Girl - Farah
Systems Administrator - Abie

Tagging: jenny, chinny, marie

coffee break ver: 1.24

It’s been a long time since my last coffee break. LOL!!

This week’s question goes like this…

How has the internet made wonders to your social life?

As a student, internet plays a very important role especially in my studies. The wonders of this technology are continuously helping me to gather more knowledge about the different things and information that we have nowadays. It helps me to be familiar and updated about the current events and issues happening not only in our country.

Likewise, internet helps me to communicate with my friends and other people easily. It’s a good way of keeping in touch with them and keeping our friendship stronger. Aside from that, I can also get updates about my friends’ personal lives which give me an idea how great their lives are. Internet serves as one of the best way to let my friends know how much I care for them even though we are miles apart and we don’t see each other more often as before.

Sharing the Love

I got this Sharing the Love award from abie and peachy. Thanks for this! Much appreciated!

This award is extra special because Crystal created it in honor of the donor who saved her sons life. Her son Noah had to have a heart transplant when he was just over a month old. This award is supposed to help raise awareness of the importance of organ donation.

So, here are the rules Crystal gave:

“The rules of this award are: SHARE THE LOVE!!! Share this award with all those blogs out there that you love. All the people who make you smile. All those that make you laugh. All those that make your day. All those that leave uplifting comments on your blog. **All I ask, is that you include a link to this post with the award and ask your recipient to do the same**

As you may have recently seen on my side bar, I have finally created a custom blog award!! I have wanted to do this for a long time but never came up with something that “fit”. I didn’t want just anything. It had to be something that meant something to me. And what could mean more than Sharing the Love by giving you pieces of my heart??

So I created this award in Honor Of The Donor That Saved Noah’s Life. I share this award with those of you whose love and friendship have enriched my life and made my world a better place.

I hope by passing this award around the blogging world we can all help raise awareness of the need for Organ Donation.”

I' happy to share the love with: andrea, ellen, issa and jane.

Feast One Hundred & Ninety Four

Appetizer
If you could live on another continent for 1 year, which one would you choose?
>>Europe

Soup
Which browser do you use to surf the Internet?
>>google

Salad
On a scale of 1-10 (with 10 being highest), how much do you know about the history of your country?
>>5. I hate studying history. LOL!!

Main Course
Finish this sentence: Love is...
>>Love is never having to say you're sorry. LOVE is about sacrifice, putting others before one's self. (inspired by the book Love Story by Erich Segal)

Dessert
Have you ever been in or near a tornado?
>>not yet

Wordless Wednesday no.7 - To My Bestfriend Jam

..::I really miss her::..

Flame of Friendship

Eds and bb_anne tagged with me this. Thank you so much!!

The Flame of Friendship.

A symbol of spirit of unity.

The burning icon of love.

Undying picture of hope.

The hot symbol of oneness.

The Flame of Friendship.

And now it's your turn to flame yourself!

Meet new friends. Discover friendship. Make bonds.

Copy this post starting from the PICTURE ABOVE to the end

and add your blog on the list below.

Let's start FLAMING!

-----------------------------------------------------------

The People Who Accepted The Flame of Friendship

-----------------------------------------------------------

Tiklaton: We are the witness.

Janeth Vicy's Life Journey.

My Precious

Princess Vien

YOUR BLOG

(now, you follow!)

OOOPSS!! Don't forget to invite your friends!
_________________
END COPY HERE

Tagging: big eyed gal, abie, farah, may, something purple, peachy

Sex And The City

They whine, they bitch, they moan about the difficulties of finding a man and keeping him. All while living different lives and looking smashing in New York. Friends Carrie, Charlotte, Miranda and Samantha have tackled every position and problem known to womankind.

You may not always agree with Carrie’s take on commitment on her perchant to Manolo Blahnik shoes. You may sometimes wonder what possessed Miranda to break up with the sweetest man on earth. But one thing is for sure: like, love or loathe the sexy and fabulous foursome, you will find something to relate with each of them.

No matter what kind of girl you think you are. It does not make a difference. We have all had our hearts broken at least one. And we are glad we had friends to see us through it.

About Me

My sister abie tagged me with this. Thanks!!

Q: NAME A FRIEND WHOSE NAME STARTS WITH 'S'
+ Sheiy
Q: 4TH PERSON ON YOUR MISSED CALLS
+ my brother
Q: WHAT DID THE LAST TEXT MESSAGE YOU RECEIVED SAY?
+ "Goodmoring ganda!" from my friend alex
Q: DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?
+ Nope
Q: DO YOU HAVE CURLY HAIR?
+ Nope
Q: WHAT IS THE NEXT CONCERT YOU'RE GOING TO?
+ no plans yet.
Q: WHO'S THE COOLEST PERSON IN YOUR LIFE?
+ My mom
Q: WHAT WORDS DO YOU SAY A LOT?
+ "yah"
Q: WHAT IS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?
+ chocolates
Q: WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU SAID TO SOMEONE AND WHO WAS IT?
+ To my niece Bela: "Stop throwing your toys"
Q: DO YOU WATCH TV?
+ Yep
Q: HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE, DONNIE DARKO?
+ Nope.
Q:EVER BEEN HUNTING?
+ Nope
Q: IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE?
+ Yep
Q: WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAID, ''I LOVE YOU'' AND MEANT IT?
+ a while ago, while I was chatting with my bestfriend.
Q: WHAT SHOULD YOU BE DOING RIGHT NOW?
+ Update my blog.
Q: DO YOU HAVE A NICKNAME?
+ Veejay, Vien, Hayme, Haymz
Q: DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT?
+ Nope
Q: WHO'S THE YOUNGEST ONE IN THE FAMILY?
+ It's ME!!
Q: DO YOU CLEAN UP NICE?
+ Sometimes. LOL!!
Q: LAST TIME YOU USED A SKATEBOARD?
+ Never
Q: WHERE WAS THE LAST PLACE YOU SLEPT BESIDES YOUR HOUSE?
+ Our classroom. haha
Q: EVER RUN OUT OF GAS ON THE ROAD?
+ Yep
Q: BEST MOVIE YOU'VE SEEN IN THE PAST TWO WEEKS?
+ Sex And the City
Q: WHO DO YOU TRUST THE MOST?
+ Family
Q: DO YOU THINK PEOPLE WHO COME UP WITH BRAIN DEAD QUIZZES ARE CRYING FOR HELP IN SOME TWISTED WAY?
+ Maybe..

LAST
1) person you saw: my niece Bela
2) talked to on the phone: my friend Athena
3) person you hugged: my niece Bela
4) person you texted: my friend Gayle

TODAY
1) date: June 17
2) plans: blog, school and sleep
3) dislikes about tomorrow: my 3 hour class

CURRENTLY
1) missing someone: Yes, my bestfriend Jam and him
2) mood: Happy

TRUE OR FALSE
I am a morning person: FALSE!!
I am a perfectionist: True
I am an only child: False
I am currently in my pajamas: False
I am online 24/7: False
I am very shy around the opposite gender: False
I can be paranoid: True
I currently regret something that I have done: False
I enjoy talking on the phone: True
I have a lot to learn: True
I have a secret: True

Tagging: jason, elaine, marie and mm

Feast One Hundred & Ninety Three

Appetizer
Do you consider yourself to be an optimist or a pessimist?

>>I used to be a pessimistic person but then I realized that I have to be optimistic so I can live in a much better way.

Soup
What is your favorite color of ink to write with?

>>I prefer black.

Salad
How often do you get a manicure or pedicure? Do you do them yourself or go to a salon and pay for them?

>> At least twice a month. If I don't have time to go to salon, I do them by myself.

Main Course
Have you ever won anything online? If so, what was it?

>>Never

Dessert
In which room in your house do you keep your home computer?

>>My room.

I Hate It!!

This is my weekly schedule at school.

Monday and Thursday:
Quality Standards and Management 11:30 – 1:00
Special Topics 2:30 – 4:00pm
Principles of File Organization Laboratory (Monday only) 4:00 – 7:00pm
Principles of File Organization Lecture (Thursday only) 5:00 – 7:00pm
Personal Financial Management 7:00 – 8:30pm

Tuesday:
Discrete Mathematics 7:00 – 8:30pm

Wednesday:
Logic Design and Digital Computer 6:00 – 9:00pm

Friday:
Fundamentals of Problem Solving and Programming II Lecture 8:00 – 11:00am
Fundamentals of Problem Solving and Programming II Laboratory 11:30 – 1:30
Discrete Mathematics 7:00 – 8:30pm

Oh well, what can I say? My schedule is so bad. We have to be in the night class since our professors prefer to. We don’t have any option but to stick with it since we are not the one who chose this schedule.

I really hate this specially the long hours of break. Imagine, we have our morning class every Friday from 8:00am to 1:30pm and then our next class is 7:00pm to 8:30pm. Don’t you think it is too boring and so stressful to spend 5 ½ hours of break? Maybe I'll just go home and take a nap so I will be able to relax for a bit.

Oh gosh, I just hope that I can deal with my schedule. So far, this is my worst schedule and I’m praying that this will not happen again for the next school years.

Princess Vien

Note: Pls. use your blog name/initial as a title of your entry in Going Green. MAUCAP stand for my blog name as MommyAllehs Up-Close And Personal)

Mommyallehs tagged me with this very interesting meme.
here goes…
“Do you know that the world population is expanding at a mind-boggling rate? Yes, it is. It is estimated that the population will go up to 9 billions by 2050. That’s mean if the world’s natural resources were evenly distributed, our children or/ and grandchildren will only have 25% of the resources per capita that people in 1950 had.
If we intend to leave our children and grandchildren with the same standard of living we have enjoyed, we must preserve the foundation of that standard of living. We save for college educations, orthodontia, and weddings, but what about saving clean air, water, fuel sources and soil for future generations?”
-source taken from http://www.gogreeninitiative.org/content/WhyGoGreen/
We do not need be a soldier, aggressively marching down the battle field, to help our Mother Nature. Just be yourself and go green in your daily activities. Here are 10 ways how we can go green:
1. Crank the knob
According to the National Environment Agency in Singapore, air-conditioned buildings need only to set their thermostat between 23°C and 25°C. Anything lower is a waste as you simply won’t feel a difference in temperature. For every degree you adjust, you spare the air 500 pounds of carbon dioxide.
2. Sweat the small stuff
According to http://ecofabulous.blogs.com, if every worker used one less staple, we’d save up to 330,000 tons of steel a day. That’s some heavy metal! Switch to a staple-less stapler, available at stationery shops, which folds paper to bind it.
3. Clean green
Household cleaning products give off chemical emissions that aren’t only harmful to the planet, but to you too. Swap yours for the eco-friendly and completely non-toxic Shaklee Get Clean products.
4. Age your driving style
Don’t speed: going 90km/h instead of 110km/h slashes fuel consumption by up to 25 per cent. If your car is fitted with a cruise control option, use it when you’re driving on teh highway to maintain a steady speed and save on fuel.
5. Eat closer to home
Transporting produce across oceans or by air is amajor contributor to pollution. The UN Food and Agriculture Organisation reported in 2006 that 18 per cen of the world’s greenhouse gas emissions were due to the international meat industry. Choose locally farmed produce and the demand for imported stuff will fall, along with CO2 levels.
6. Stash your trash
Recycle. Yes, it’s an obvious one and you would think that after hearing it so many times, we’d be non-stop recycling machines by now, but there are still so may of us who aren’t doing it! We chuck 19,000 tons of waste everyday, enough to fill 36 Petronas Twin Towers in a year! About 95 per cent of the waste ends up in landfills, which we’re quickly running out of, and who knows how much of it could have been recycled?
7. Be a cone head
The next time you feel like eating ice-cream, ask for a cone, not cup. That way, you can eat the whole ‘packaging’ and there’s no paper cup or plastic spoon to toss out.
8. Say no to the machine
Don’t ask for ATM receipts. If every one in the USA refused theirs, it would save a roll of paper more than two billion feet long, or enough to circle the equator 15 times. Malaysians would create a roll more than 330 million feet long, going round the equator two and a half times.
9. Think natural and cool
Using cold water to do the laundry saves 50 per cent more energy than using hot water. To dry, hang them out in the sun - the heat is a natural disinfectant - and you’ll again be saving energy, as an automatic dryer uses an average of six per cent of the household electricity.
10. Make sure your fashion is green.
We’re not going to say stop dry cleaning your clothes, because that’s just an impossible request. The next time you do, however, tell the cleaners to skip the plastic. Also, find a greener cleaner - Pressto dry cleaners use biodegradeable stain removers and detergents, and theor machines are eco-friendly too, designed by an in-house team of engineers and technicians. There are outlets in Sri Hartamas (opposite Cat’s Whiskers boutique) and Bangsar (Jalan Maarof).
-taken from FEMALE magazine JUNE issue.
Isn’t it easy? If each of us play a small role in helping our Mother Nature, I am sure our children or/ and grandchildren will be able to enjoy the same or similar standard of living we had today. So, why not we start today, this very moment! Let’s Go Green, shall we?
Go Green with AGP…
How?
1. Include your Blog url & name here.
2. Add the blogroll code & flash badge code in your sidebar which can be found here.
3. Go Green! in your daily activities.
4. (optional) Write about Go Green! in your blog.
Once you have added your blog into the list, Jean will be visiting you. So, please ensure that you have installed the blogroll & flash badge in your sidebar. If everything is in order, you will be added to the blogroll. I would like to encourage participants to visit and get to know each other, a pat at the back perhaps.

I'm tagging: abie, joy and mich

This is True

You Are An Understanding Girlfriend!

You care about your guy, so much that you tend to put him first And while this makes your relationship smooth, sometimes you let big things slide Still be your understanding self, but if something really bothers you - let your guy know He'll still want you, even if you occasionally disagree

What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?

It's All About You and Me

I was tagged by abie. Thanks for this sis.

RULES:
1. add your blog/s to the list. feel free to add all your other blogs. it’s okay if you only post these questions in one blog as long as you answer them.
2. get back to ME {refers to YEN} and i’ll add your blogs to the master’s list here! yup, another linking thingy but this one has 15 questions and you get to enjoy answering them too!
3. tag as many friends online you know. but you don’t need to be tagged in order to join.

QUESTIONS:
1. when you buy a greeting card, are the words or the picture more important to you? Words

2. what’s your favorite kind of cake? anything except chocolate cake

3. do you ever make gifts for people, if so what, or do you buy them? I don't have enough time and I'm not that creative to make gifts so I just buy them.

4. what’s your favorite holiday? Christmas

5. are you going on holiday this year? if so, where? Hong Kong and Macau

6. what was the best party you’ve ever been to? My friend's debut.

7. if you are married, describe your wedding. If not, what would your ideal wedding be like? I just want to have a simple yet elegant wedding. LOL!

8. what’s the most romantic thing that’s ever happened to you? When he asked me to be her girlfriend in front of my friends and my professor. I will never forget that day. Hahaha.

9. what’s your favorite girl’s name? Sophia and Nicole

10. what’s your favorite boy’s name? Rafael and Shawn

11. which celebrity would you like a dream date with? Shawn Michaels. LOL!!

12. which female celebrity do you find beautiful? Angelina Jolie

13. which male celebrity do you think is attractive? Hugh Jackman

14. what is your best character trait? I’m responsible. (I think.. LOL!!)

15. what is your worst habit? Sometimes, I'm a snobbish type of person.

I am tagging bb_anne, chinny and may.

1. Me and Mine 2.Creative In Me 3.Little Peanut 4. Pea in a Pod 5. Sugar Magnolias 6.Me,Myself+2 7.FunFierceFabulous 8. Supermodel Wannabe 9. A Reality Bite 10. My Life Right Before Your Very Eyes 11. My Random Thoughts 12. 100% Kelly 13. Our Journey to Life 14. Princess Vien 15. YOUR BLOG HERE

Both of Our Hearts Will Never Unwind

The time has finally come for me to express my true feelings. He is the center of my thoughts and the essence of my whole being. The foremost not being loved by him makes my life terribly lacking and sometimes empty. At first, I thought my life without him is still complete, but it’s I who I’m deceiving.

It really amazes me that someone can make me feel this way. I love him more and more as time passes by. He showed me how shallow my life was, and for that, I have a chance to give it depth and purpose at last. He showed me how to love and be loved by someone.

What he has brought me; I never really thought that I could procure. I feel so secured by the gift of comfort that he’s continually giving me. Every time he’s around me, he makes me burst with joy, laughter but sometimes tears.

Whenever he’s not with me, I feel so alone and so far away. The thought of me when I’m not with him is unbearable torment. But then again, love is full of so many trials to test our devotion in this relationship.

These words which express my feelings, definitely speak of my love for him. These words spoken will always be true. I cherish every moment and memory of him from the depths of my mind. I will never regret the moment I met him because he taught me so many things which can possibly make me a much better person. Well, I know that both of our hearts will never unwind.

Wordless Wednesday no.6 - The Clouds

..::Heart::..

Goodbye

Goodbye seems to be the most hurtful word anyone could receive, whether it is from a loved one, a companion, a friend or an acquaintance. Everyone experiences goodbyes, when someone loses a loved one, someone moves away or even graduates. It sinks within us making us sad. No more laughter. No more cries. No more memories.

Whenever we leave, it’s like entering a new universe. It’s strange and we feel nostalgic. You can never go back at the sheer pointlessness of trying. We’ve been hurt at farewells, but it’s normal to be hurt because we’re facing the fact that we would be leaving a lot of things behind: routines, friends, loved ones and all the things that we’re used to, all will fade away, never to return.

Saying goodbye is like entering an alien territory. We’re scared at first, but when we have gathered enough courage, we learn to adapt to our environment. We make new friends, love more people and discover more in this crazy world. We understand people better now and learn to let go and move on because by so doing, we face a new beginning. We begin to learn more, love more and understand more.

Goodbye!

My Sugar Coated Tears

It’s my birthday today!! But why do I feel so sad? Feels like an ordinary day for me. I’ve waited for this but suddenly, I’m so disappointed and I really don’t know the reason.

Why do I feel so strange today? Why am I feeling this way? I should be happier because my friends greeted me and even the least expected person greeted me with some sweet thoughts that I didn’t really expect. Some of my college friends surprised me yesterday and I was so touched by them.

Honestly, I almost cried a while ago. I feel so vacuous and lonely for no exact reason. I’m really having a hard time to smile. I just want this day to end, but still, I’m so thankful for all the blessings that God has given me.

This is my worst birthday! LOL!! I guess the best thing that I can do is to relax a bit and stop thinking about so many things.

My Love For You

I didn’t love you like this before
And I keep on loving you more and more
I can’t understand why I loved you with all my heart
And when I’m with you I hope we’ll never part.

I’m confused of what I’m going to do
Will I keep this feeling or will I tell you?
Maybe, I still need more time
And wait for the day I know what’s right.

At night, I keep on thinking
Deciding if I will tell you this feeling
The answer should make all things better
And make all of us happier.

Time passes by and my love grew stronger
And I know, this will last forever
At last, I knew the answer,
I will tell you what I feel sooner or later.

Now this is the right time
And I know it will gonna be fine
I will tell you right away
Hoping you would say…”She loves me hurray!”

When I told you what I’m feeling,
You just turned your back and said nothing.
That time I was so dismayed
And my dreams started to fade.

But I know that I can still survive
Though I know you’re not the boy of my life
Fate really knows who is for you and for me
And that we are destined to love somebody.

Feast One Hundred & Ninety Two

Appetizer
When you drink soda/pop/coke, do you prefer to drink it from the bottle, a can, or after pouring it into a cup?

>>I prefer to drink it after pouring it into a cup and add some ice.

Soup
What television show are you willing to stay up late to watch?

>>Tyra Banks Show, America's Next Top Model, Gossip Girl,Grey's Anatomy, WWE Raw

Salad
Name one person, place, or thing you think of as brilliant.

>>Of course, my one and only mom.

Main Course
Would you be willing to work 4 10-hour days instead of 5 8-hour days in order to save gas?

>>Uhmm, maybe.

Dessert
If you were a superhero, what would you call yourself?

>>Supermodel!!

The Journey of Life

Every one of us experiences the sweet taste of success and the bitter reality of defeat. That’s life. Yet there’s something in us that keeps us alive and in track on the journey. True, problems come in our way. They are the stones, the cause of our fall. They lead us farther to our goal in life. We first have to deal with the problem. Heal the wounds and go on with our journey. These problems might be a quarrel with our parents, a misunderstanding between a friend and a recovery from our first heart-break, but do not lose hope! On our journey in life, we encounter people who will be great help for us. They care, love and support us. When we stumble, they reach out their hands and aid us to stand up. Though in life, some people who had been part of our lives disappear slowly…Don’t forget to say thank you to them because the legacy that they left us will be kept as treasured memories in our hearts.

We continue our journey in life. We pass on intersecting roads and ask ourselves, “What way will it be? The Right or Left?” God gave us the ability to decide for our good. When we choose the wrong way, face the music and do something to make it better until we reach the end, our dreams…and because of that, the circle of life continues…joys, sadness, success, failure, name it because that’s life, the greatest gift of God.

JUNE tune

Thanks Vannie and Farah for this tag.

The rules:

* 1.Determine your birthday month and get a word that rhymes with it or you can affix to it. Caps lock your birth month (ex: MAYday! JUNE dune, APRILicious, JULYvely, AUGUST pocus, parched MARCH…). Be unique.
* 2.Your birth month plus the word affixed or rhymed shall become the tag’s title in your case.
* 3.Get your birthday and add the digits involved. Example, if your birthday falls on the 25th of July, add 2 and 5 you get 7.
* 4.Whatever is the sum, write a list of the MATERIAL gifts you wish to receive, the number of which shall correspond to the sum of your birthday. For example, applying the case above (in rule number 3), you will write seven (7) things you wish to receive.
* 5.After your wish list, put your name and birthday in the Bloggers’ Birthday Directory, with a link to your blog/s. Note: when you add your birthday, please place it in a way that the dates appear chronological (January, February… 1, 2, 3)
* 6.Pass this tag meme by tagging as many people as you want.

Name: Vien
Birthday: June 10
Calculation: 1

My Wish List:
-iPhone

Bloggers’ Birthday Directory
February 23 - Jammy March 7 - Mari May 3 - Vannie May 8 - joanjoyce May 27 – Zang Caesar June 10 - Vien September 30 - Mckhoii December 18 - JoshuaOngYS YOUR BIRTHDAY HERE

Tagging: abie, kelly, pretty life online and princess-2

coffee break ver: 1.21

This week’s coffee break…

How were you like as a grade school student?

Way back in grade school, I was a very active student. I joined different organizations like Student Council, Dance Troupe, Theater Arts Club and Future Homemakers of the Philippines.

During programs, you can always see me on stage performing. I always do dancing and acting that’s why there came a time when I became the crowd’s favorite. I’m always chosen to be the class representative whenever we had a beauty contest in our school which definitely made my mother so excited and proud of me and then, because of that, she became a certified stage mother. LOL!!

I’m always the class President during my grade school days. I loved being a leader back then. Even when I was in my fifth grade, I was nominated as the Secretary of one of our school organization and lucky for me, I won. I am a very responsible officer and leader to my fellow students which helped me develop my skills in interacting with the society.

I’m very good in class. I always study hard because I don’t want any grades lower than 90 in my report card. LOL!! I’m always on the honor lists which made my parents very satisfied. I don’t want to be late because I’m afraid that my teacher might punish me.

First and Last

Tagged by abie. Thank sis!

Participants: 1. Me and Mine 2. Creative in Me 3. Little Peanut 4. Pea in a Pod 5. Sugar Magnolias 6. Supermodel Wannabe 7. FunFierceFaboulous 8. A Sweet Taste of Life 9. My Simple Joys 10. My life is Peachy 11. My Precious 12. Jenny and Belle 13. My wonderful Life 14. My Simple Joys 15. Supermodel Wannabe 16. FunFierceFabulous 17. Mind Bubbles 18. Something Purple 19. Stripe at Yellow 20. Vanity Kit 21. Em's Detour 22. Our Journey To Life 23. Princess Vien

First
First real job: still a student
First screen name: Veejay
First funeral: Can't remember
First pet: Dog
First piercing: Ears
First tattoo: I don't have one
First credit card: Citibank
First kiss: high school sweetheart
First enemy: My playmates at home

Last
Last car ride: This afternoon with my dad.
Last kiss: My niece, Bela

Tagging: jody, joy and lizzz

Wordless Wednesday no.5 - I Miss Him So Bad

..::I wish you were here with me::..

Blog Readability Test

Thanks big eyed gal for this tag.

This is the level of education required to understand my blog:

Here are the rules:

1. Check out your Blog Readability Test here then post it.
2. (OPTIONAL) Stop asking yourself regarding the results of the test (LOL!)
3. Add your blog from the list together with the results.
4. Tag as many friends you like.


1. Big Eyed Gal - High School 2. The Chronic Shopper - Elementary 3. Vital Sighs - Genius 4. Princess Vien - High School 5. YOUR LINK HERE

I'm tagging: princess bela, issa, jane, mich, mm, pam and something purple

Being alone is...

Being alone is not always the same as being lonely. One may choose to be alone to gather ones thoughts or simply to have time to ones self when one is hurt, sad or depressed. When you are alone, the choices you make are solely your own. When you are alone, you observe, learn more about yourself and start to listen to your inner voice.

Being alone has its good and bad moments, but really, no one is ever alone. Carrie Bradshaw said it best in the final episode of Sex and the City: “The most exciting, challenging and significant relationship of all is the one you have with yourself. And if you find someone to love the you “you” love, then that is just fabulous.”

No Goodbyes

Some say that goodbye is the saddest word to say. It is something that will surely make us feel sad as we hear it. Really, it is hard to say “goodbye” to someone or even to something that have become a substantial part of our lives.

For some, if you hear the word “goodbye”, it means it is really over, you can never have it again. For me, it is the other way around. It does not mean “I can never have you again” but “we will meet again.”

What A Rose Can Say

Thanks abie for this tag. I love you sis!

What A Rose Can Say
A rose can say I love you and want you to be mine,
A rose can say I thank you for being so very kind,
A rose can say congratulations, whatever the occasion may be,
A rose can say I miss you and wish you were here with me,
A rose can say I'm sorry if I've hurt you in any way,
A rose can say get well soon, May God bless you today,
A rose can say I wish you happiness, and the best for you each day.
A rose can say farewell when someone goes away,
A rose can say hello, I'm thinking of you today,
There's just so many wonderful things that a rose can say,
A rose can say goodbye when a love one is laid to rest,
No matter what there is to say, a rose can say it best.

Tagging: ellen, jenny, maybelle and peachy

You're On My Mind

In the middle of the night
Even if you’re out of my sight
You’re the one that’s on my mind
An illusion that I can’t stand

I have my sleepless nights
But still can’t find the light
The light where I can go on
The path where I can move on

But still I remember the past
And it ended so fast
When you make me jump
With your magical smile I loved

Now I realized that it’s wrong
Should have strength and should be strong
I should say goodbye and stop
And give you the final tear drop

What's Happening?

I am having a hard time dealing with my boyfriend these past few weeks. I really don’t know the main reason because he doesn’t want to open up with me. At times he is a bit moody and I can’t understand the way he acts. Sometimes he doesn’t even want to talk to me without any explanations or something.

What seems to be the problem? Am I just over reacting? I really want this problem to be over but how will I do that if he chooses not to talk to me? What should I do? I am so sad, depressed and a bit puzzled. I really don’t know the best thing that I should do.

I guess I must hold on and I am really hoping that what we have from the past couple of weeks will soon be over. I love him and I really miss him… SO MUCH!!