And Now I'm Moving On

These past few weeks, I was so down, frazzled and a bit droopy for certain reasons that I’m really trying to fight back. I was so alone and I felt so pathetic for all the things that happened in the past. I was so hopeless up to the point that I thought that my world is slowly crashing and that I’m breaking myself into pieces.

But then I realized, even if I lost someone very special to me, I still have my most precious friends waiting for me to give back the joy and love that I truly deserve. I still have my great family to guide me through good times and bad times and take care of me for the rest of my life.

And now I can finally say that I’m really moving on, after all I deserve to be happy and be guilt free for what had happened. I’m very happy and contented with my life right now. I’m now ready to face tomorrow with my beautiful hopes and pretty smile on my face. I’m getting used with my situation right now. I may have done some stupid things. I messed up. I screwed up at one point but that doesn’t stop me from living. It’s not yet the end of the world for me for life goes on as long as we live with great passion and devotion. Letting go is the hardest thing in life but somehow, I have learned to let go of him for I am running out of reasons for what I feel and believe in.

I guess I was moved and inspired by some of the lines in the movie Sex And The City. Just like what Carrie Bradshaw said: “Stop worrying about so many things so that tomorrow you will know what to do.” Like her, maybe I just got carried away by my emotions which indeed made me a stronger person.